sad life sad friends

i secretly hate spending time with my frens..
i feel left out n invisible..
no one actually talks to me..
y can't anybody notice meeee????
am i really as ugly n mean as i feel??
i hate my frens so much..
they treat me worse than my family does..i hate it
so much..but for some reason i can't bring
myself to stop talking to them...
but then..
i intentionally make people who want to be my frens
hate me becoz i'm terrified that they would be disappointed
in me as a fren.........

shahir - aku yang berdosa cover (puden)

selsema x selsema...bantai jugak nyanyi...huhuuuuu

langkawi langkawi

trip pegi langkawi 3d2n  dgn MT's dhoteliers mmg awesome giler arh...
even x byk sgt aktiviti... tp best2... dpt lpak2 ngn membe..huhuuu...
knape lah dah last sem bru nk best2...haish haish...
pape  pon korg mmg best lah... (Y)
^_^

hope nnti dpt hangout camtu lg ramai2 ...

final sem ~ damn perpisahan

don't know how to say...

i think that i will miss this uitm so damn much...

coz of this place huh?

no lah..

for sure lah sbb member2 yg ade kt sini...

and ak x suke dgn ucap "goodbye" to all of them..

mmg time2 hujung2 perpisahan... ak x leyh bersemuka dgn diorg..

sbb ak x suke lah tgk situation "lambai2" "bye2" "see u next time" "don't forget me" 

and pape je lah..

better lg utk ak x yah jumpe diorg...

x kesah la diorg nk kate ak sombong ke ape..

and ak gak x suke istilah "bestfriend" nih..

sbb ak lg susah nk nk say bye kt org yg ak da rapat nih..

sejahat2 ak ni pon ak ade gak perasaan...huhuu..

even ak x tunjuk... huhuu... 

rindu seyh nnti ngn membe2 ak..dhm..dtm..dca..dfsm(ade ker?) banking..account..

n yg lain2...

x kesah lah senior ke junior ker..

sume member ak..xde istilah junior senior nyee..

damn damn damn....

last cover ak buat dkat uitm dungun...(tgb 102)

gamba ni ak pilih sbb..diorg org yg paleng last ak jumpe kt uitm dungun nih

yg menjadi membe ak... 

show me the meaning (cover) iskandar ft puden

Kamu - akira shukri(Puden cover)

nyanyi lagu member (akira shukri)

Si Rahsia (official) (original) - aimi ft puden

vokal ; aimi razak ft puden kamarudin
lirik ; aimi razak
muzik ; aimi razak

gandingan 2 plajar dri uitm lendu dan dungun yg collab dri jarak jaoh...

andai ku bercinta lagi - mojo (cover)

kau di sisi (audition)

salam terakhir dari puden

x sempat nk nyanyi abes...sbb record sbelom gi klas...hahaha
abes smpai lmbat gi klasss.....adoii...